Pregnancy Blues

I don't want to start posting soley about baby stuff; I know there are mommy blogs out there so I'll try to spare you all my heartache, but I do need to unload. How come nobody ever talks about all the "pain and miserableness" that can accompany pregnancy? I know everyone's different, but for those women out there who say they loved being pregnant---I hate you!!!

Now, don't get me wrong, I am completely and utterly grateful and thankful that I am pregnant and have the ability to carry our baby without a surro. It's just funny because all of my pregnancy experience, up till now, has been through my friends at my surrogacy forum--so obviously the majority of that group has never carried their own baby. In their world, everything's sunshine and rainbows, and everything is so blown-out-of-proportion wonderful! That's because they didn't have to carry the baby, and I thought I would belong to that group! I can't sleep throughout the night; I can't get comfortable. I have all the pillows and lay on my side, but nothing feels good. My back hurts. I get these cramps or sharp pinches in my belly (my uterus stretching apparently). I still have headaches off and on. And, I still get the nausea at different times of the day and there is no pattern to their madness. I can't take hot baths because the temperature is not good for the baby. I can't sleep on my back because I don't want to pinch a major vein. I'm a tummy sleeper anyway, but that's out because I certainly don't want to crush anything.

Hmm...if there's anything else, I'll be sure to post it. I'm told all of this is normal. So, if anyone has any advice for me or can share some of the icky things they went through, I would love to hear about it because right now I'm feeling a pity party come on. Poor RT, everyday is so different from the next, but he's been so supportive and knows how to keep me happy (Big Stick Popsicles!!!).

An Egg is An Egg is An Egg, Right?

My scrappy friends and I had a debate a while back about the differences among cage-free, free-range, and organic eggs. When you go to the grocery store, you're inundated with a wide variety of eggs, and now they have included omega-3 enriched. You've got brown egg and Eggland's Best. Then, you look at prices and that means an extra five minutes to make your decision. Well, from what I've been reading, cage-free and free-range are pretty worthless as there are really no standard regulations for those labels. Good ol' marketing in the works! Organic seems to be the way to go in terms of what hens are fed, no GMOs or hormones, and hens are truly not kept in cages. If you really want to know where your eggs are coming from or what the hens are being fed, you could raise your own chickens. I'm not sure we're ready for that yet, but this is a good source if you're thinking about it http://www.backyardchickens.com/. Or, go for the next best thing and find a source close to home where you can actually see or visit the farm. I'm looking into a couple close by and found them through http://www.localharvest.org/. Even if the prices are higher, at least we'll be supporting the local economy and minimizing packaging and shelf life! I think eggs are the perfect food. Give eggs a break!

If They Could See Us Now...

It's early...Friday morning...my alarm starts buzzing. Then RT's radio starts blaring. Ugh...where am I? What day is it? How many more minutes can I sleep in? You know the feeling. Sad thing is, both RT and I have today off. So, why are our alarms going off?

Well, I have to get up and drive myself to SLO to meet my personal trainer, and RT's hitting the waves for some surf action. I looked over at RT, and just started laughing. I thought, who are these people in this bed?

If anyone knows me, you know that I absolutely detest exercise. It's definitely the coastal air that motivates me, and the fact that everyone here is healthy and fit. Plus, I've found an all-women's gym (no, not Curves) that I absolutely love, and my trainer is fabulous!

For years, I've been whining that I need to get in shape. It's definitely ironic that when I actually started to get serious about excercising, I found out I was pregnant! Oh yeah, I also start my yoga classes tomorrow.

We are always our worst critics, but I must give a pat on the back for being committed with my training and with RT for his dedication to the waves and personal motivation.

In case you haven't figured it out yet--these photos are not of us. Are you kidding me? Even on my best day, I couldn't look that good at the gym. Maybe someday, I'll get there...

It's Official

Scrapalooza 2009

This was our 6th Annual Scrapalooza. Once again, our fourth member "Fern" did not make it this year, so the three of us were left up to our scruples to have a great fun-filled girls' weekend!

This weekend was also the time when we were able to let the cat out of the bag about my pregnancy. This weekend was equally special to me because three years ago on the same occasion, my friend KCo broke the news that she was pregnant and our baby is due around the same time that her son was born...wouldn't it be a riot if our children shared the same birthday?

I was so excited because for the first time ever, I was able to work on a baby scrapbook album for myself! I've done quite a few over the years (I think 7 of them) and have loved making them for special friends and my sister, but now it's my turn!

It's funny, because our first couple of years, we started out staying up all hours of the night; one time staying up till 4 am. As we're getting "older", we're hard-pressed to make it to midnight!!! We always have a lot of fun. I was so excited to catch up with my girlfriends, gossip, and snack the night away.

Thanks so much for hosting this year E!